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its raining heavily here..and too bad im alone !again~~myra has gone back to kl..my roomate also in kl since monday..huh..and tody is friday..it was suppose to be my dating day! Im alone here..n naza also alone there in JB..how i wish i am in JB now with him..watching movies..having dinner at our fav spot..making fun of each other..talking serious bout our future..surveying our fav cars..e'thing we'll do together as long as we spend tyme till late at nite,,cos it's just on friday we'll be like tat,,other wise..he'll busy with the bengkel..and im bz with my work..isk isk isk..i miss him so badly..Im wearing his sweater..his fav sweater..a black nike sweater,,still got smell of his perfume!ermmm..hahhaha,,sowi..quite annoying isnt it??wahahahaha...there's this one weird thing i always do when i miss him..I will eat whateva food tat he likes ..even tough i dont like it..just for the sake of missing him..sometimes..i'd rather drive a long way just to hv his fav food..its not that i'm craving for the food..but Im craving for him!hahahha..sgt anoyyingkan..sgt cam tah hapape! ape kene mengene mknn ngn windu...hahaha...dunno if u guys also do it the same..but everytime i told my fren bout that, they'll laugh as hell..as if im doing quite a joke..whuteve..its my life..i'll do wateve i like..as long as im happy..or at least i pretend to be happy..i'll feel much better after tat,,some frens would ask..'knape x call je?sms kerw??'bukan xnk..tp sbb he's not the type of guy who love to sms'ing,,or gayuting for hours..besides..his work is really tyme consuming..kalo tyme ade customer..harap maapler..bo layan~~lg lah kalo customer spore..smp tertido2 nk tnggu die blk..huh..tat's y our phone bill never exceeded 150 even though the limit is 200..main + sup = less than 200..save kan??hehehe..

ok..enough of the missing part..

yesterday i found a new blog..my frens'ex-bf's wife!hahaha,,jauh gilos connection die..actually it's not really found..my fren ask me to search for the blog..I dunno why..but when i read tat girl's blog..i feel happy for her..even though i never knew her..she's a newly married wife..and a mother-to-be..wat attract me is tat she seems really enjoy and happy with the new life..u know..a fulltime housewife ..wake up early in the morning preparing bfast for the husband..cook for lunch..waiting for the husband to come back from work..shop for household at weekend..a typical fulltyme housewife routine..but she seems ok with it..even though she also has a degree..and the same age as me..and instead of tat,,she's doing online business..quite a business she's making i can say..i adore tat girl..living in bintulu with only husband..far away from family and friends..and yet she's making a life there..i really wanna picture myself like tat..u know..being a fulltyme housewife and also a successful partyme businesswoman!hahaha..sgt berangn..but its true..isnt it exciting when u hve a happy fmily and a good income at an early age?being a dedicated wife..and yet earning big money ,,just from working at home..no need to be in the office from 8 to 5..sgt heaven kan,,hahaha,,hopefully it will come true..but first thing first,, KAWEN!. weee~~amin :))))

p/s: nk masak megi kari letak telor hancor2..naza's fav! =p