think positive

Today, I woke up early because i have an interview for the third time with the company. Not interview actually, more like a meeting. Just to sign agreement and discuss the rules, the salary and what so ever. And after 2 weeks of thinking plus asking opinion from my parents, prince and friends, I decided that I am gonna try my luck with this company. They give me position as a chemist. Its ok with me to be a chemist but frankly, i prefer engineer better. So, i still wanna wait for the interview for engineer post in Pasir Gudang. But, if I fail to get the interview or the job, I think I'll stick with being a chemist. Maybe kat situ rezeki saye.. God knows what's best for me,rite..

But, just know I have a chat with my dad.We talk about the job and about my result. But out of nowhere, he ask me

"camane ngn master?"
"tak nak sambung master?"
"nti dh pegang dwet dh tak nak blaja lg"

And I'm stuck with the question. I know my dad always want me to have a master and a phD as a bonus. But I don't want to be a lecturer. I want to be an engineer. I want to have a job at least. I don't know. My mom want me to work. So as my prince. Die kate, "ble nk kawen kalo amek phD?" hahaha.. But that's not the point. The point is that, its my dad. And i don't want my dad to be upset. I want him to be happy. I want him to be proud of me.Because I am his only girl. His only child. Huh..Its hard when it came to a decision..

Hopefully, I made the right decision..